Thin as fuck

Oh, and after the heated discussion that took place, the boyf is fast asleep whereas I’ve been lying awake for the past two hours.

Tried to talk to my bf again about polyamory.

It didn’t go well. It never does.

Bit the bullet today and brought clothes in a bigger size

I got items in a UK size 10 and 12. And jeans in a 27 waist (though different jeans in a 28 couldn’t even do up on me, the joys of negotiating female clothes sizes).

I also got some beauty products to try and make me feel better about my fat pudgy life. It’s not really working.

Alcohol on an empty tummy for breakfast, that’s how incapable I am when it comes to dealing with life today

Not good

We look to our bodies to be a reflection of our ‘progress’ and yet are unwilling to treat it like every other aspect of our lives and do what it takes to get the results we want. Unlike people who pay no real attention to their bodies we are in the worst position to successfully sculpt ourselves because our abilities to disentangle out feelings from our physicality is shot, we distort not just our reflection but also our self-reflection, we struggle to think into the future other than to create fictions that leave real life distasteful and disappointing in comparison, we have no way to process our emotions in a way that doesn’t involve food or pain and we feel so deeply and immediately despite our attempts not to- despite the fact that we’re so poorly equipped to manage them.

Idk, I’m trying to think myself into realising that my ED is stupid then I remember than I don’t have one and that’s why I eat so much and am so fat.

photographedmemory:

bitchytbh:

bitchytbh:

bitchytbh:

My best friend just lost her virginity bc she was too lazy to turn a light on and the boy she was with said “I’ll turn it on if you fuck me” so he did and they did..

AND THEY DIDN’T USE A CONDOM BECAUSE SHE WAS TOO LAZY TO GET ONE OUT OF HER BAG

And she’s trying to figure out when she last had her period depending on what homework she had due

I’m intrigued. 

I really want to know how this turned out

(Source: bitchytbh-old)

pizza:

dempokeballstho:

Tumblr user Pizza is both scary and entertaining

I mean,

really?

I’m not sure if I should be scared or impressed. 

scared

“I’m not sure if I should be scared or impressed”

The answer is yes

I hate waking before 11am

I never lost my virginity, I know exactly where I left it